Yes I'm horrible, haven't been on in a long ass time. Probably see I've been posting some artwork up now. Got more time to myself and decided to get back on. My computer I ruin, unintentially by putting in a new anti-virus program.. the program as a bit advance for it, works for five minutes before freezing up. So now I've been using my mom's/family computer instead. Also finally moved my external hard drive next to the computer. For some damn reason I can't seem to find my photoshop elements to put on this computer; instead i'm using photoshop cs.. would prefer not to. Meaning that it takes more time to edit my photos of my artwork together then in elements.


So now I need to get my room clean (don't really want to do it, but want it clean at the same time= not motivated or desire to really do it), because it needs it badly and friend of the family will be visiting during december. Its lame but I would do it today, but I messed with my arm socket muscles so they feel weird when I go to lift something or move a certain way. Probably got it from swinging the ax wrong as I was told--> at the beach. Hopefully I can do it tomorrow between watch New Moon, After School Program and the memorial service for my dad and a few others in the fire department that passed on.


Yes I know I didn't post it in her, but my father died December 1, 2008.. which was while I was student teaching. It was hell.. going through that while student teaching and also for student teaching doing that five days a week, working at the beach on the weekends, class two days a week and working at the after school program three days out of the week. People were amazed how I was able to get that done.. I was on major lack of sleep, but was able to get the student teaching work and classwork done while in the school and very nice enough at the beach during down time... I had access to the school computers, so I didn't have to bring my computer with me to the school.


As for the teacher comment title.. I've been having trouble finding a job as an Art Teacher, finally was able to be certified during the begining of the summer.. took me six times to pass the last test in my content area. There's nothing so far as jobs for my area.. but have tried for teacher assistant positions. Found one but was falsly state as wrong job.. I would have to pick up kids all day long and I can't do that with my back. Today I just came back from a teacher assistant position in Glen Cove where I student taught. I want to cry because they will not be giving me any health benefits.. which I need badly and why I'm still working at the beach (got health benefits through them). Also its 25hrs a day and be paid roughly $2-4 more then what I'm getting paid now at the beach and also the after school program (the pay is very close to each other).

I would love to have that job, so that way I would have my foot in the door for an art teacher position.. just I hate the low money and no benefits... hopefully I can still keep them if its in the same union group as I'm in for the beach, because I remember hearing if its 20hrs a week in a similar union and state job, I get to keep them. Guess I'll find out next week.


Well that's all I got for now, and I know you've notice me playing around with my webpage on moving things. Trying things out and having fun with it.

Hmm maybe I should make a new skin for my journal page.. something more interesting.. Just need to focus and do it!!!




Things I need to do...


Try to get an old sketch colored in.
Try to work on D-Chan's commission artwork (Wondering if I can do something else for it).
Try to work on that damn tattoo design I started around Labor Day (Yeah I know its freaken pathetic!!).
Try to get my artistic creativity flowing again (Its sort of flowing more on crafty side right now)!!
Hope that I can keep doing twenty hours at my beach job to get health benefits elgibility by July (so I can't miss any day of work)!!!
Try to get my current project for Ceramics done before Tuesday!!!




Okay now about that 5,000 Kiribans hit...


Overview:
I'll do a drawing by whatever you want.. but it can't be something complex...
I can do a graphic design thing for you or a sketch.. or maybe a photo... depending if I get a really good image.
Also If its a graphic design commission, you MUST provide me with the images that you want for it.. cuz I will not have a lot of time with my college work to go on the net looking for these images; especially if its something that has rare images to find on the net.
The 5,000th Kiriban person please send me a message that you are the winner.
Who ever is the 5,000th Kiriban must have a working email address when they send me a message on being the 5,000th person.




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~FrIeNdS~



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